Surviving Saudi Arabia - Leaving The Place called "Davao"

Last Saturday (June 18,2011) I receive a call that changes my future in a glance. A call coming from the people who assisted me to fasten my application due to the employers request and then Ma'am Diding called me and told me a good news.
Ma'am Diding: "Bert good news ok na lahat ng papeles mo at ok na din ang stamp sa visa mo aalis kana"
Me: "Talaga Ma'am! wow kelan po" (Thinking 2 weeks)
Ma'am Diding: "Sa lunes na!" (June 20,2011)
Me: "............. pag sure!"
Ma'am Diding: "ahahah uu totoo kaya mag prepare kana ... " .... toooott line disconnected.
Ive started to rattle and dont know what to do... First thing that came up my mind is to check my atm account..
and I only got a cold hard 2K pesos on it (how the hell should I went to Manila!)
Good thing my employer stand to our agreement that they will produce everything that I need so I may arrive there and start working ASAP!

Sunday came fast and I'm already looking at my baggage that Ill be carrying to the dessert land. I already bid farewell to my friends its better that way. I keep on thinking about our past the good memories and laugh we shared, and somehow I felt a pinch in my heart that Ill not be able to be apart of our annual tradition anymore due to the fact that Ill be working abroad.

Its not that easy to leave the place that I found peace and that is my beloved "Davao City" thinking about it I already spend 8 years of my life here! Ive tasted the best of what Davao may offer and I enjoy it in every day I live in this prestigious city. I thank God that he offers me the place that I can look back when I want to spend the rest of my life in this world but for today I will leave this great city and I hope Ill be returning back with the same beauty as today.

Ill be leaving Davao with good faith breaming with confidence that I can go beyond miles and showcase my skills to the foreign land and when they will asked me where do I came from? Ill smile first and answer "Davao". But before bidding farewell Ill thank this city of mine for making me the best of what I am today, Ill carry on the name of my city just as the same last 5 years ago when I won the 12th Philippines National Skills Competition and today Ill challenge the world itself.

Ill be back Davao make sure to welcome me when I came back after 3 years!

Surviving Saudi Arabia - First Time Abroad

Its been so many months that I haven't updated this blog but last week a wind of change blew unto my presence and open a new challenge in life and that is to become a new OFW! so from here on bare with me as I face new culture, new races, new style of living and new work environment. As of the moment all my bags are pack and equip't of undying patience and hope to seek greener pasture in the land of strangers where my belief in god will be put unto test.
This new series will be Labeled Surviving Saudi Arabia and dont tell my mother that ill be going to Al Hasa, Hufof, Saudi Arabia....

Own Made Status

June 2,2010

If you caught me staring at your picture please don't misunderstood nor doubt that I'm a stalker or something I just need some inspiration to get through a hellish day.

July 2, 2010

If you caught me smiling alone all the time please don't misunderstood, I'm no fools nor a lunatic it is just that I can't stop this face of mine to smile, is it consider as illegal nowadays?, if it is I will sue you then.

July 26, 2010

Morning Prayer:

My Lord Please don't let the sun nor its heat pass through thick clouds for I may perform my toil in my most sharp thoughts and let the cold gentle breeze encircle our turf so we may behave at our utmost comfort.

July 27, 2010

Don't be afraid of future rejection its is just a mere word the important thing is that your smiling before you are deprived of such fate.

July 29, 2010

Even how bad looking you are there are always a reason to live with, keep on fishing in a vast oceans and someday just someday! you'll get a first class yellow fin fighting his life for you in a thin white line.

August 2, 2010

One day I prayed God to give me good health and he give me a body that can withstand global warming, I ask god again to give me wealth and he give me more than what I ask for and lastly I ask god to give me love... he replied son your asking too much..

August 9, 2010

At this point of time where the sky shred tears and cold air blew unto thy land with a message of grief with it and one thing I can only do for her agony is a cup of coffee.

August 11, 2010

in a relationship communication is a must it is the very foundation of amor when it is all out it is bound to destruction resulting to severe damage but don't be weary you still got letters use it to form words and write it down.

August 13, 2010

How I wish that I have the power beyond godlike to change the path of my destiny and intersect with yours and became parallel as our line goes through infinite over time, my selfish request to the gate keeper of time.

August 18, 2010

I believe in you like believing that I could see a star in a middle of a storm.

Ill raise my cup and drink filled with your grief and sorrow, leaving not a tiny drop of it and get intoxicated engulfed in sweet ecstasy and I shall glaze once again unto your countenance with blurry sight. Your no monochrome anymore, you now has color and emitting a realistic smell.

August 19, 2010

I had given up by just stopping with my admiration of the unobtainable you... but regardless of that I thank God that dreams are open and I am free to imagine.

August 20, 2010

I read an interesting eye opening story and I've set my goal and vision and time is against me I got the necessary materials on my disposal and when everything is at its place I'm ready to play the GAME!! a game of desire..

August 23, 2010

Today's tragic incident in my point of perspective as a born Filipino I am deeply mortified to there ascetic discipline towards such event.. It seems those who has the power to change it from the beginning became dense and tediously dull..

August 29, 2010

I shall not wept to my own fault for I choose to be miserable but I shall persevere to seek happiness as my only refuge to continue living and for the mean time I shall not make haste but slowly accept the reality of life.

September 2, 2010

conceive that I am not legible to utter any assertion about love therefor I shall not speak ill nor wept any affirmation of such topic for I failed in that department not of lucking knowledge but being dense and tediously dull.

Believe Me

I'm going to utter the words

that this heart wants you to know.

that I choose to love you in silence,

for in silence I find no rejection,

I choose to love you in your loneliness,

for in loneliness no one owns you but me

I may not say it often and yet

I failed on speech department,

But give me your hand, 

put it in my chest,

take time to listen 

as my heart beats.

Listen to it as my inner rhythm

screaming for no other reasons 

but you!

Therefor each day 

believe me when I say

I love you with all my heart.

and I pray to the Lord above

Every night

at the top of my fucking lungs

just to thank him

for giving me ... you.

just another love poem

June 28, 2010

Im going to utter the words

that this heart wants you to know

I want you to see the beauty

that you made me be

I want you to hear my griefs and pain

when I want your presence to listen

Take time to listen as my heart beats

for no other reason but you

I will not ask for you to be my sun

to brightens my day

but be my moon to shine upon 

thru my darkest day

And just to prove, my love is true

Id go through hell to be with you

Bizarre Emotions and Thoughts

Ok I need to write this one down it keeps on bugging my head for a while now. Need to express this unto words to lessen this deep thoughts of mine its like cooking a popcorn it keeps on poppin and poppin up to the point that it occupies my inner rhythm I need to work! but how! I cant help it! she dominates this coconut shell of mine. I will only stop when I'm all out of words and this crazy mind of mine will stop creating impossible things to happen. I'm not worried if someone read about this because no one shall bother also! hahahaha! my gawd! I'm starting to act stupid.

Need to lessen this anxiety of mine not only because of my present contemporary toil, I whine each day I'm fighting my thoughts with those high flying kicks! Did I already say what keeps me like this? not yet...
FINE! inside this head of mine resides this baroness, she is like a virus that keeps on growing, its growth doubles during night and early morning times because of Facebook! @#%@##$#@#@$! yes you read it right because of Facebook, I want to work and focus my thoughts with my eyebrows touching each other if I can. I have two LCD monitors, Im using it for my job actually one monitor for the program and the other is for PDF and Images mark-ups, it is really helpful most of the time and slowly it changes, I didn't notice that Facebook dominates my other one monitor and her profile resonating to my aura... I don't actually complain about it actually I'm addicted to it hahahaha she is my sweet morphine!.

The worst of it is that my mind became poetic! god of perpetual help what is happening to me? will this result to my own demise or unto the state of euphoria?... you see what I mean!. I want to ward off and cut all this thoughts of mine but how?! her countenance brightens my day (actually night to be specific). I would never be like this if I didn't give her a chat message in the first place can't help it thou hehehehe.

She is comely in my point of perspective if not all of men but many will agree with my statement. I don't actually know how to put it into scientific terms nor equate this body reaction of mine regarding of her... I did mention impossible right? yes I think it is impossible for me to be with her or I'm just being milksop about it, you can't blame me about it I'm no good looking guy on the block, I am reflecting on myself the cruelty of being ugly, I am showered with mischief and offensive to the sense of beauty actually and the only one who comforts me about it is my own created words (love your own in short love yourself).

I want to spend time talking to her but I'm afraid of doing so in the first place, it made me think that I'm a stalker! just a little bit more and I shall loose my sanity thinking over and over again. A simple hello gives shivers into my spine and I fall in daydreaming state, I'm fighting my mind to stop doing it I still got 3 jobs to be doing first and it succeeds, good thing I still got a hold of my practical mindset and continue working, without it I don't know where will I be maybe you can find me in a landfill cover with gibberish phrase.

I declare an all-out war with my emotion and thoughts that achieving such dream is very impossible I shall anger the gods if I do so. My point in life changes that money is indeed important in many aspect as well as amore (I hate using the word love it makes me puke) that is why Im working my arrses off (that is how the Iris says of "asses") when the time comes that wealth will never be a problem to me. I know god loves me but asking her from him will be to much I know my place and I thank god that dreams are free.

I shall stop for now I still need to work!!!

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